Pushing yourself away from the cold wind sometimes you shield under the harsh leaves, they are cozy and warm. Makes you feel complete again. You just hold your breath to avoid the smell of danger that will come along.
Is somebody still alive?
Should I go to the next room and check it?
What if that is not a person and some wild animal?
What if the owner of the house is still alive and doesn't want me here?
What if there is a psycho in the next room and he attacks me?
I am playing with the ball which I found while climbing stairs. It was there I don't know for how long. It is stinky and completely smudged with dust. There are few portraits lying on the floor. Everything is covered with dust, there is one globe on the table but google map would have helped to locate where I am, better than this. I was so used to google, whatsapp, facebook never even bothered to study geography. For everything I used to rely on google even to sew a button I usually checked a video on youtube. Generally, I used to cross check what ever my teacher used to say on internet as I believed it more than even my friends. I have little scars on my face and little sun tan. My mother would scold me if I wouldn't take care of myself.
I was flipping over my old notes of Bachelors and came across these lines, which I wrote (I don't know when), but got hold over my old memories. When I used to write but because of some reason got out of practice :D. Though I changed few words here and there .......... hope you enjoy reading this.
Inhaling the air, trying to breathe in every delectable aroma with it. Every day, passing through that same lane arose an eagerness to know, "What was it?"; that scent so sweet and pleasant. I cannot explain the longing, the essence, the harmony, the strength, and the insensate that made me suck in, more of it.
Googly woogly woosh!!!! It's your first b'dae in our place I never knew whether we could afford you As your shiny surface reflected your lavish interiors your lights emphasized on our hearts more than on road your eye catchy features brought a smile on every look your safety record forced us to trust you your sound system added dance aroma your great mileage added miles to our journey
but yesterday when you said, " you are just a burden for me" My soul turned upside down I tried to run away from your allegations but that horrified image of YOU kept me captivated. I never thought sweet spoken words will turn into thorns heart melting eyes will turn into despise
Hello....... I know I should be writing the posts frequently......... but I'll not start giving you lame excuses that "Sorry ....... I'm busy now days , So can't write", or "Exams were going",........ or anything like that because I know my healthy audience is disappointed ......... Then too I would say " For you all I'm again writing". :) This Poem written below is for my feelings which I can't express and they dealt some where with in ME. JUST A SMALL ATTEMPT
I was not comfortable sitting beside him in my room , I shifted little aside. He was wearing formals with black shoes, It felt like he started preparing for this day weeks ago. Instead of concentrating on his looks I shifted my gaze on my SECRET diary, on which I wrote every point which should be possessed by my Mr. Right.
Five minutes passed by neither of us started the conversation, I never reacted in this way with any stranger.
to break the silence I said, "Would you like some more tea?". He nodded
What is there behind the wall of sleep that take away my fears fear of alone and despised fear of being hurt by unknown eyes a fraction of second drift me in that world unknown to me I'm alone there trying to catch what I don't have here